ThatSpecialDay..

Alhamdulillah..

segala puji bagi allah,

diatas limpah kurnia Nya..

di atas kebesaran Nya..

melimpahkan rezeki yang berpanjangan..

semoga berterusan kurniaan ini.. amin..

 Those days were gone whn everything seems so difficult.. everything seems so complicated..and i praise Allah SWT for given me the strength to stay focused.. to stay calmed.. Million Thanks to those around me who trusting me.. believing me.. never ending supports..i feel blessed!! Feels like surrounded by angels!!..To all my families and close friends, U GUYZ R THE BEST!!!!!

Berpegang pada janji.. insya allah kita pasti diberkati.. diamati kata2 ini ada benarnya.. Andai janji tinggal janji pasti hidup ada musibahnya.. Ive learned from my own experience that broken promises are betrayal.. but some people never learn from it..ker memang dah perangai tu tak boleh diubah?? Atau,tak pernah ada kesedaran dalam diri..

Just yesterday i had bridal makeup outside KL area..i was not booked by the bride herself.. it was the fella who prepare her wedding dress who called me and booked me for the job(dia ni pulak memang terkenal ngan perangai suka aniaya pengantin).. As for me its just another bridal makeup.. but as for the bride it was her ONE IN A LIFETIME SPECIAL DAY.. Nobody have the rights to take it away from her..

From the beginning i already felt that something is gonna happen.. it was 3pm when i arrived and all the preparation were still not yet done..the decorations still half way..also, the pelamin still in "something wrong somewhere" condition.. (ni boleh membawa bencana ni ,lepas maghrib dah kene start majlis!!!!).. After asar when i was preparing my makeup tools, the bride inform me that she havent got the chance to see wht her dress look like.. and its already 4:45pm!! it took me by surprise.. but my job have to be done.. i start and just ignoring the unconfortable feelings that i was having that time..(kalau dah dia buat hal.. aku ni akan terkena sama la!!!)

6pm during the last fake lashes glued to her eyes when her wedding dress arrived...everyone relieved.. atleast she have something to wear for her big night.. the person who  incharge of her wedding is the same person who prepared her dress.. he was not there...(x pe yg penting baju dah sampai) i asked her to try on that dress while i go out to take a break and smoke..

I was about to throw the cigarettes butt when i heard angry voice came from the brides room..GOSH .. i hope its not about my makeup..luckily its not!! its about the dress..poor her.. obviously she didnt like it and it doesnt look like she wanted.. she was damn upset about it.. i cant describe wht the dress look like.. but i can tell that its terrible!! she called that person.. and wht surprise me that he can only say " If u tak puas hati.. i cant do anything about it"...yg menambah bencana bila pelamin yg di jadualkan siap, masih tak siap2 lagi..tetamu dah start datang.. pelamin masih belum siap di hias.. malah kerusi2 untuk jemputan pun belum ready.. tetiba je terasa bahang2 yg aku akan teraniaya sama.....(nasib baik awal2 lagi aku dah kata kat pengantin ni aku ni freelance.. )

Berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu yg memikul.. tak mampu nak meletakkan myself in her situation.. sedikit senbanyak aku faham.. nak di kesiankan , benda dah berlaku.. lagi pun sedikit sebanyak dua2 belah pihak ada silapnya.. Nak di jadikan cerita ni bukan pertama kali kejadian ini berlaku.. khabarnya org yg sama pernah "buat hal" dlm perkhawinan adik pengantin lelaki.. Persoalannya.. kenapa percayakan dia lagi???? kan sekarang dah terkena lagi sekali..nasib baik jugak baju tu muat.. cuma poorly made la.. Yg org tu pun sama.. dah selalu sgt buat hal2 mcm ni..never learn ka??? bukan nyer bende free yg org minta.. semua pun ada bayarannya.. dah janji lain, lain pula yg dibuat...  mana perginya sikap profesional yg dok di canang2kan kat semua org.. ?? End up aku jugak yg kene betulkan makeup selepas pengantin tu puas menangis.. keje aku yg senang dah jadi susah!!

Bersanding jugak pengantin tu akhirnya(lewat 1 setengah jam!!!!!).. dgn keadaan pelamin yg baru siap.. lighting yg kucar kacir.. pastinya perasaan gemibira dihari persandingan tu sudah terjejas.. sebelum aku menjadi maangsa, aku pun balik.. biarkan org tu menyelesaikan masalahnya dengan pengantin tu(batang hidungnya pun tdk kelihatan lagi time tu).. Yg penting kerja yg di amanahkan sudah aku selesaikan dgn jayanya ..thank god she love my makeup on her!!! ...alhamdulillah....

Manusia ni.. kadang2 apa yg keluar dimulut.. tak sama ngn apa yg ada dibuat.. kalau ada ramai org macam ni mmg susah la nak hidup.. nasib baik segelintir ajer.. Moga2, satu hari nanti dia sedar...minta2 aku dijauhi dari org2 yg begini.. insya allah....